So beautiful the blue sky peeping through the trees,
The tropical sound of birds, the feeling of freedom and of lightness in your life,
Then why is there a cloud that is descending on that scene
Why does it infiltrate my very mind and thoughts?
That want so much to feel the lightness of my heart.
It is the slowness of a loss that is to come,
The day to day gradual infiltration of memories lost,
The memories of shared life and love,
The memories that will not be shared in future times,
Is there a point to keep the strength to carry on?
What inspiration can be found to face the years to come.
It can be found forever in a love that is shared f
Can we be alone when we are not? I think so. We are there, they are there, but we are alone. Can others know the emptiness of loss of love and friendship? When that company is there, but not? Others too are there but not. They have their lives, their families... Do they care, I think so, But perhaps not enough to know the loneliness that is now here, How could they? The despair that one can feel when a loved one is there but not. Those of us who know understand that, We are alone but not.
So beautiful the blue sky peeping through the trees,
The tropical sound of birds, the feeling of freedom and of lightness in your life,
Then why is there a cloud that is descending on that scene
Why does it infiltrate my very mind and thoughts?
That want so much to feel the lightness of my heart.
It is the slowness of a loss that is to come,
The day to day gradual infiltration of memories lost,
The memories of shared life and love,
The memories that will not be shared in future times,
Is there a point to keep the strength to carry on?
What inspiration can be found to face the years to come.
It can be found forever in a love that is shared f
There is a man I know, who used to be a boy,
He never was a child, but he used to be a boy.
The child was never there, the innocence and love,
The feeling of security and a home with family love.
He says there’s something missing that he just cannot seem to find,
Maybe it’s the part of him that should have been a child.
Can he ever feel that part of him, now that he’s a man –
When it never really happened, well I guess he never can.
Maybe he seeks the child in him in another little one,
The little one he knows and loves, the one he calls his son.
Will this be the answer to his endless search?
For something that is mis
He sits on his chair in the corner,
And watches the football alone,
He used to go to the matches,
But now he prefers to stay home.
He lost the strength and the youth,
To face the cold North Wind,
and to stand with the crowd
And support them out loud,
It's got a bit much for him.
The room is full of chatter,
And tinkling cups of tea,
And he lights his cig,
And watches the match
With his cup of tea on his knee.
And he tries to hear the comments,
To listen to what is said,
And he tries to stop the chatter
By saying it's time for bed.
But despite the presence of others
There by his side in the room,
He sits in his chair in the corner
And wat
As much as I covet those tiny hearts They do not measure the worth of my art To live by your words was a foolish choice A jail of my choosing, stifling my voice For many years I was too scared to draw My hopes and dreams shattered, crushed in your jaw To make what I love, to love what I make That was a win that I wanted to take All I had wanted was your affection You wouldn't accept less than perfection All beings need love, I'm no exception But I'm done crafting for your reception We are imperfect, that we must accept Rather than criticize every misstep For once, let's open the doors to our soul This broken canvas is finally whole
To be or not to be. Like a particle in superposition. Existing as a distinct individual, yet spreading out like a wave. As a baritone, I sang the bass. Merging in a symphony of sound. A drop becoming the ocean, the fundamental ground of being. My feelings shaping the waters. Learning to swim in the storm. Now floating in perfect calm. I am no longer afraid, of what lies in the deep seeking to pull me under. I am stronger than I was before. The chalice is whole once again. Fill it with your bittersweet wine.
When she was eight,
she took ballet lessons
because her mother said
a woman who could dance
was a gift from God.
She remembered the wooden barre
and mirrors where the class watched
themselves practice,
pretending to be parasols,
their eyes already hooded
with the criticism of others.
She recalled the grind of resin
against leather soles
and the slender black rod
against her buttocks
because her turnout was not perfect
and her arms could not pluck
amazement from the sky.
She remembered the scratch
of pink tulle skirts
as they all took turns sitting
on each others’ laps backstage
and the stifling silence
of thick black curtains
that hi